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1:59 AM, 18.09.2009
i just realised that i played neopets for about 2 hours and looped air supply's goodbye for the same amount of time. currently liking the song along hmms. really too tired to do any work tonight. i couldnt even check my email properly. and of cos the stupid bb as well :S i better go contribute to discussion soon.
work is piling. i will try my best to ace. yes. yes. keeping my fingers crossed that things go my way.
gg to cuddle doggie to sleep soon yay.
no one really noes how obsess im with sleeping. its really really terrible.
today was great. didnt wake up early. cos of the uber cooling weather. yes. den.. played an hr of tennis with ben. felt that it was a short but good work out :) it was much better today than that day, at least some decent cross court backhand. im faster at switching the grip now i realised. now its just about estimating the distance and.. twisting my torso. im soo not flexible i look weird playing tennis i know. haha. so he went back sch and i went for my tuition. yay some money. hope shes doing well and learning sth.
econs is a nice subject. one of the rare things im motivated about in my studies. yep.
and played captains ball at night as usual. gosh brian didnt even appear. zzzzzz. while waiting for our court at 9pm i was too hungry and walked to island cream to get my very berry. i always have the prob of pronouncing properly. always end up saying bery berry. loser sia. and you know what i really craving for? my chicken chop rice. comfort food :)
maybe its time to stop floating and start focusing and aiming like last sem. when it was difficult, and yet i survived.
its alot about biting the lips and doing what you're supposed to do. the more frequent you do it, you do it better i supposed. and best if you dont even bite your lips and pushing all the emotions and impediments aside. internalising?
i just wonder how many times im doing this now.. hmm.
so is that what im gaining out of it?
oh dang, i just scratched myself so much that my skin has specs of red. so many bites these days. sucka. :(
and i'd really love to see you tonight.
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